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It starts in the middle,

twisting and turning,

my stomach is churning,

for you i am yearning,

still im not learning...

how do i become?

what i bargened for,

is not this,

youre the one that i miss,

you touch,your feel,

your lips,your kiss.

i want you for me,

selfish as that,

thought may be,

its true...

i feel compelled,

by a force inside,

telling me not to hide,

my feelings, my thoughts,

the truth? no, i lied.

it hurts my head,

to think instead,

that you would much rather,

not even bother,

with me.

how do i make you see,

from my point of view?