What You Mean

I've been throgh bloodstreams & been someone's soul
The strings in my mind are tangling
From the things you promised to let me know

You're keeping secrets, when you promised to be honest
I've had some good realationships
but thought that you were going to be the best

I guess it was too soon, to promise you my life
All tha thought of you staying true
And dreams of you, being my wife

Slowly fading, sinking into the abyss of my mind
Sorry im so jealous
I care for u so much, because you're mine

I don't mean to hurt you, or make you feel bad
All I'm trying to say is,
That I'm just feeling a little mad

I dont want to be rude or mean
I'm simply trying to say
You mean so much to me