I HATE...

I hate the way you make me smile against my will.
I hate the way you don't write poems anymore...it's almost as if you've forgotten me.
I hate the way you look at me when you're with her.
I hate how I'm your biggest secret...i guess you really DON'T wanna show me to the world.
I hate how I can never get over your ocean eyes...I can't breathe in them.
I hate how you take me over and never let me go.
I hate how i was your everything.
I hate how you would talk to me...with your poetry filled voice.
I hate your smile...the one that would make me blush everyday.
I hate you...but I REALLY don't.
I hate how i can SAY I hate you...but i never MEAN it. I'll never mean it.
I hate the way i'll never get over you even if you've gotten over me.
I hate how i'll always be waiting here for you...when you're never going to come.
And i HATE the way there's nothing that I'd rather do than sit here and wait for something that is NEVER going to happen...