The guilt builds up,
Throughout my head.
"What are you doing Elvira?"
Is what my inner voice has said.
My emotions all twisted,
Pulling me in different ways.
You can't do this forever,
One either goes or stays.
To say "I love you" is harsh,
When you stray in his absence.
But the feelings for the other,
Eats away at my conscience.
One shows a love so pure,
The other shows something new.
I never meant for this to happen,
But I truly care for both of you.
It's not fair to one or the other,
Regardless to how I feel.
You can't continue cheating Elvira,
That pain is too hard to heal.
The confusion just sets in,
And eats at me more and more.
I was once the cheated,
So what the hell am I doing this for?
All the lies and deception,
Continues to grow deeper as time goes by.
Make a decision Elvira,
You can only have one guy.
