Its dark in here

It's so dark in here
I can't see a thing,
Though may be that's good considering the mess that I'm in,

Its so dark in here,
And I'm all alone,

Oh no here they come all flooding back,
All the memories, and feelings of what happened in my past,

I cant shake it off, Can't pretend its ok,
but I'm sorry its my own fault that I'm here anyway.

I know I'm a mess
but its so dark in here,
I've been blocking it out for many a year.

So now I'm alone it all comes back to torment me,
Will someone please tell me whats happened to me,

Its so dark in here I can't see a thing.
But pehaps thts a good thing.