Kristie i had decided to write this words down..
Hopefully for you to understand
how these feeling sound..
I had told someone somethin i should\'ve told u before
No matter how much u said u dont care bout him nomore..
But i just wanna be honest to you
It wasnt him..he never wanted to hurt you..
It was me the reason why this had to go through..
I just realized the mistake i had made a long time ago..
And i wanna let u know..
if it wasnt for this gurl..i wouldn\'t know...
But im just too afraid to tell u who this gurl though..
I learned that he was just bein a Big Brah to me...
He actually listened and believed me dat u were who i told him u were..
But it wasnt the kind of relationship he was lookin for without a blur..
But this gurl is so special to me too.
She taught me things i thought i could never do..
This feelings is full of pain
Let me just give u some clue.
The way u walk right pass me..
when me n her talkin is wat u see..
Just makes me feel so hurt n so cold..
But the feelings never seems soo old..
I just dont want u to turn ur back on me when things happen..
The feeling gets harder and even make me feel soo forgotten.
My heart beats faster n faster..
wonderin what u might have to say..
if once u see us talkin anywhere.
I dont know how to explain this things.
But pain is wat it always brings.
Bcuz of her..i had realized my mistakes i had made before
Seems like everything is changing..
N dats why i pray even much more.
I wanna make sure i wont hurt u anymore..
Bcuz its not the kind of friendship im really lookin for...
I wish i could turn times back..
To when we used to be soo much happier...
With full of laugher..
But i guess ppol change while they get older.
I miss the games..
Them silly lil name..
But now other things got our attention..
Never had a chance to ask any lil question...
I got sooo many things i wanna mention..
But thinkin all this is just losin all my concentration...
I dont know if u know wat im tryna say..
But hopefully this will make sence someday..
So i hope u know how i feel..
Just bcuz of a person u can not deal...
Hopefully u know who that person is..
Bcuz for u to give it a chance is wat i would never wanna miss.
