Sweet depression

*OK this may suck a little, but i just have to get it out*

Sweet depression
calls my name
caressing my body
bringing me ever so closely
into its deadly havens
i laugh at its power
yet being lured all the same
it whispers in my head
saying I'm nothing
and that I'll end up with nothing
emotions being felt in mood swings
tears form into my eyes
yet i have no reason to cry
my friends say that I'm stupid
to cry for no reason
when they endure so much
maybe I'm just crazy
yet, Sweet Depression
calls my name
making me a number
in its fatal trap