I hate you for what you have done to me

I hate you.
I hate the way you made me feel.
I hate the way you made me think.
I hate the way you made me fall.
I hate the way you talk to me.
I hate how you said you cared.
I hate how you told me you loved me.
I hate how you arent going to try and fix this.
I hate how I know you so well.
I hate how you are all I can think about.
I hate how you are the only reason I want to cry.
I hate how you know me better than I thought.
I hate how I wished I was with you.
I hate how I longed for your kiss.
and I hate how I still want it now.
I hate the way you make me smile.
I hate how I thought I was happy all because of you.
I hate how I lied to myself.
I hate how fake you are.
I hate how I loved you.
Most of all I hate how I cant hate you.
Im done being torn apart.
Im not happy.
you tore me down.
you broke me down.
you made me hate who I am.
you made me feel like shit.
and now you are over with.
I hope you are happy with the person I have become.
you made me like this