Am I That Secret?

Am I that secret?
That you will never tell everyone about?
The one that has you leave without regret?
These things will be found out

Is that why we always snuck around?
Creeping to meet each other?
No passionate lovers sound
The silence makes me shudder

Could that be why?
You never cuddled me in public?
I thought it was because you where shy
I think I'm going to be sick

Is that why you never said you cared?
And never left me love notes?
Why are you so scared?
All these things, all these hopes

Am I that secret?
That will never be told?
Its not like I want to forget
The memories I hold

What is so wrong?
With the love we feel?
It's a beautiful song
To be played to the world, not shield

How can this be?
That you leave?
All this love I can see
My heart on you sleeve

Why must such sadness come?
When we had such love?
You seem so numb
No more peace dove

Am I that secret?
Who's name will never be on your lips?
Don't, my love, regret
Your name tattooed upon my own lips
Never remembered, never forgotten

Please comment on this poem so I can see if I need to improve my writing skills. Thanks