Brother

I was in the car
a head on crash
y did i hve 2 survive
y did my brotha hve 2 die
now all i do is cry evryday
wishing it was me
eachday i get more n more depressed
no1 can save me
not evn myself
my brotha was a part of me but now he is gone
a part of me is gone 2
each day i think about diein
each day it sounds beta n beta
so i can be with my brotha
restore that lost part that we shared
but heaven is just 2 far
& now i dont wana go on
i dont wana live
i just wana disapear
coz life isnt that gr8
id just lost my best m8
so now i hold the blade 2 my chest
i look at it, so shiny n brite
i bring the blade down hard n fast
i aim it at my heart
i pull it out nd stare at it
no longer is it shiny
but drippin with dark red blood
i rite my family a note in my blood then i collapse on my bed
*NOTE*
Dear mummy, daddy nd brother
im sori that u found me like this
but my life was no longer bliss
now that matt is gone
ive no longer shon
i cudnt go on with life
so i ended it with the knife
plz dont b upset
but there was nothing 2 mke me happy...