Should i let go?

I call out your
name...when your face is everywhere.....i see you and reach out
to you
to find that
your really
not
there
i wake up evrey night to see if your by my side.......but you not..its like an endless fight that i cant seem to win...
they say to let go but how?.how can i let go when i keep wondering...where are you...what did you find...where is your heart when im not with you?...........where are you... i have to no......so i no if
i
should
let
you
go!!!!!!!!!!!