Yu Had To Move

My whole world was a mess
My family; well they culd care less
The only one who cared was yu
I love yu so much
Yu never had a clue
My lifes so f*u*c*ked up
So much I culd k*i*l*l myself
Ive done alot of regretful things
In my life
Some of it involved a knife
No, i never hurt anyone phisically
Nobody else but me
The worst thing was f*u*c*king him
It was all a big mistake
All of the love ihad for him
Turned out to be fake
Things startin turning around
When yu came to our school
I had a strong feeling we'd go out
That first day i saw yu
I guess i was right
People sed we were a cute couple
Even tho we still had our fights
The day i broke up wit yu
I swear i didnt mean it
Yu mite not belive it
But its the truth
Yu thought that i cheated on yu
He kissed me; that f*u*c*king fool
Well anyway it over and done with
And yu prolly dont care anymore
Yu moved on nd trust me ive tried
The day yu moved away
I felt like a part of me died
I know im still young
Fourteen to be exact
Others sey its teenage love
The words "teenage love" to me
Doesnt mean jack
I went out with others
To fool everyone else
For awhile i even fooled myself
That friday night
The night i got drunk
I texted yu all kinds of stuff
Confessed all my love
I still had to yu
And now i dont know wut to do
Yur gone prolly for good
Ive done everything i culd
Just so i culd see yu one last time
Even if i culd see yu for one minute
Id know in that one minute
That yu were once mine

April 17, 2006