My best friend

by Luvhurts   Apr 29, 2006


This is for all of you people who think that making other people feel stupid is gonna make all your pain go away. or Think that your better than everyone else around you. It is also for those people who thank they are the most popularist people in school, while everyone and i mean everyone hates them because they act like royal b's.
A while back my very good friend was one of the main targets for those people i listed above. She was constantly made fun of because didn't dress like anyone else and she had her own still that consisted of punk, prep, and goth. Everyone called her a poser and in the bathroom stall someone wrote i hate the big poser girl. She instantly fell into a deep depression. And started eating alot. She became a little overweight and she got harassed even more. So she just stopped eating and she barely ever came to school and when she did she looked horrible from the loss of sleep and food. She suddenly got really skinny. I constantly told her how worried i was about her. She had dark circles under her eyes and every time she got made fun of i always stood up for her. But i was always ignored and they just kept going at her. On night she reached the climax and just couldn't take it anymore. So she called me. It was 12:03 and she had called my cell phone. I didn't answer because my phone was on vibrate and i didn't feel like answering cause i was too tired. little did i know it was my best friend calling for me to talk her out of committing suicide. After i didn't answer she had know one to talk to (her parents were out of town on a business trip, they owned there own business) So she relied on the one thing that she had sworn off. She took the blade out of the garage and didn't even bother cleaning it. And she slit her wrist. After wards she passed out from the loss of blood and that is when her little sister walked in and found her older sister lying on the floor bleeding. she immediately picked up the phone. and called 911 then her parents. But by the time the ambulance got there it was already too late.

I lost my best friend that night all because people were to high on themselves to even care about this girl. Too this day i still feel horrible for not answering that phone. I could have talked her out of it. Me and the little sister are good friends now and we always get together and talk about her sister and my best friend. To this day i will stand up for any kid that i see is getting made fun of even if that makes them move there focus on me.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Luvhurts

    Please comment this story it would mean so much to me to here how you feel or how this made you cange or realize something than you.

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