Hold on

Wow.. I can't believe all this is true,
After every last thing we have been through.

We have been there for one another,
You were even loved by my little brother.

How am I suppose to deal with what I put you through,
I feel so stupid please help me I don't know what to do.

You always told me we'd be okay,
You always said we'd be like the note book and die on the same day.

How much pain are we both in?
How much does your head spin?

When I cry it is like my hobby now.
I don't get why or how?

Why did I say that to you.
We are perfect.
What did I do?

I messed up happiness, I don't know how,
But all I know is I regret it now.

Please I am sorry please keep going on.
Please Forever .. Hold On.