I looked into your eyes and lied

I looked into your eyes and lied
I looked into your eyes and said I was okay
But Im not
Im dying inside
I pray that you can see it
Everyday I die a little more
I hope that you see what kind of pain Im in
Help me please
I cant do this on my own
I looked into your eyes and lied
I looked into your eyes and almost cried
I held it in
That is what I do
I keep my feelings in
So please help me release these feelings
Help me be free of myself
Help me be free of everyone around me
Just help me please