I give you up cuz i love you

Today i sat next to you
while you were on the couch
all the feelings that we shared
seemed to be between us
yet we didnt say a word

i know things are messed up
as i live in this home
i know that i make this hard
i tried to be kind
and i tried to hold on

i thought that this would not end this way.
that you would still want me
and want me i know you do
even if you do not admit it
i know that i hurt you
i will not deny that at all
yet i swear to you i did not mean it
that it wasnt my intent...
i love you more then words could say
yet i still try and describe
yes i know you love me too
just not in the way i want you too

i love you and i will always love you know matter how hard things get.i want you and i will always want you know matter how far it goes.i need you and i will always need you. you have to much of my sould. so i will say goodbye if that is what you want and we will leave it all alone