I really don't know what your problem is. why the hell would you want to do this to her?
why would you want to make her so miserable?
you broke up with her remember?
this if your fault not hers. maybe you regret what you did, but thats not her problem. you just don't know what you want and cant make up your mind. so why should you make her suffer?
no one thinks your tough because of all this. everyone looks at you and says wow what a jerk. you wanna keep your friends?
then f u c k i n g stop. and don't you dare assume that she or anyone else made me this mad because thats not true. you did this to yourself and you deserve every bit of it.