Fartherless 16 year old boy

I miss you so much, I don't know what to say;
I wish you were here with me on this day.

All my love for you, I wish I could tell;
But I can't express it so I'm living this hell.

It was your decision, but the wrong one to make;
At night I wonder why and lie there awake.

But I still have no answer to this question I ask;
People tell me there isn't one - just put it in the past.

I still can't do this - you meant to much to me;
Because you took half my heart I hope this you see.

You shouldn't have done it and left me this way;
I still don't know why to this very day.

So I hope you're looking down on me while I'm still here;
Because I can't wait another day to meet you up there