Grace

Hmph.....well, if you really want to see me.... go to my myspace page....at myspace.com/motherluvbone.com...it's got a picture of me on there.... though i must warn you.... i look goofy as hell....i dont htink you would like me.... i'm to fake on the outside... i dont let a lot of people know about my deppression and stuff. only do i do it online.... because then i have no fear of responsibility.... yes i know i am a coward... and btw i sent you a email....
so check your email.... and email me your webpage againe... i want to see your picture again... i dont know what happened to the link you sent me before.... but you really.... well.... you just shocked me....
okay well i know about the fear issue and everything.... and i understand that this just happened to you... and i wouldnt be rushing into another thing just after something this big happened... so it is all up to you... there is absolutly no strings or pressure at all from me to you... i'm almost accepting the fact right now that you wouldnt want to be with me... simply because of distance... and the fact that i suffer from something you already won over... at least i think that you did... your deppression... your over it right? or are you sinking back because of this? i know just considering the fact of being with someone who's so emo.. must be somewhat of a turn of... but let me tell you... emo is honesty... and you always said you loved that about me... and i cant promise that i wont mess up here and there.... my life after all is a mess up... but just like everybody else... i am human and am falible.... but i am also at your mercy.... do whatever you want with me.... i just hope that whatever you want ends up with me being with you *giggle*
phil

Awwwww
well whats to say about this one
smiles i love it and i can't believe you want to be with me...i'm just scared to be hurt....not saying you would i just dont know what to do...i feel alone in this world...onlly the people who dont know me aka from this site are being supportive..my friends here dont really care...a friend of mine knew before me that he was dumping me coz she is friends with his new girl...and that friend stoped talking to me coz i was with him.....i feel rejected and unloved...my mom says that there will be another guy...but i don't think...well besides you...i waited 5 years for a guy like him to love me..and then he jsut all the sudden loves another girl...look im sorry for this im just blabbing on about me....
your a sweet guy and i think id be lucky to have someone like you...
just wish i could see you...

andrea