A Final Goodbye

Awww that was a good poem....tell me...what happened? write back in myspace.

& that wasnt about anyone...I dunt want anyone else, dang..I dunt talk to robby, prolly never will again..I dunt talk to david..& jeff IS mad at me..& even if he wasnt hes JUST A FRIEND. So yeah, i dunt talk to Jeff anymore either. I understand why you would accuse me of something like that but im so sick of being accused of stuff thats not even true.

Okay, well..you can tell me ur feelings will never change & now say that u dunt love me anymore..how does that work?? You have pulled this same stuff with me before...& u have even done it more than once! So I know exactly how your feeling. But see the difference is..when I did it, we were fighting, when u did it..we were happier than ever. AND you told me it meant nothing, when really..it did. I told you..I was hurt by what I did also. I came inside & i cried & cried & cried forever...I even called u crying b/c I was goen to tell u what happened b/c i felt SO guilty..even tho were fighting & we werent even together..I knew I messed up. I told my family, friends, and everyone just how i much I loved you that night & u kno me..I dunt talk to my family bout you. After that night..I told him I didnt want to talk to him anymore..while he was still with me I started crying & told him to leave. I love you SO much, and i was so scared to tell you b/c I knew the moment I did..you were gone. I didnt want to lose you, I didnt want to end our happiness, I didnt want to hurt you..I was so happy w/ you & I knew deep down you really loved me too, no mattter what u were doing w/ her..or telling her. You should really look at what youve done w/ her & then look at whats goen on here...its the same thing. Im not asking for forgiveness, I just want you to see how you can love somebody, yet..yeah, u make make mistakes. So quit telling everybodie i didnt care when ill care more than you ever know. I DO love you, & our love DID mean something to me..This is hurting me more than youll ever know. I thought yesterday would prove that to you..But as you can see, I survived again..maybe this time..therell actually be an end. Im sorry, i love you, dunt think about me too much, I just want you to be happy *as stupid as that sounds* so plz plz dunt think about me..Hope everything goes well..& one day, ull find happiness.

Justin......this poem is beautiful......the pain....gosh i felt it....i really felt all of that pain......this poem clearly shows just how much she hurt you, i'm really sorry that you're going through all of this pain....you know that if u need me i'm there...i wish i could make this all better...you deserve happyness for once...
love always jess xoxoxo