Right now I'm all mixed up. I don't know what's going on inside my mind.
All the sadness has built back up again I keep wishing i died.
I keep my secrets well hidden inside trying to ask for help is totally forbidden.
So concerened with the thoughts of others the real me escapes and all they can see is a person that's fake.
Wipe away the tears which I have cried.
The fear breaks through and continues to grow, but what I fear very few know.
The pain of being lonely are hard to bare. Things are not going as planned all I do is buid these walls around.
I remember how I let my pain get the best of me. The times I wished I could hide from myself and run away but now i forget the best of me!
