Don't Cry For Me

Dear world, dear family
These are my last words
I really tried to tell you
But my screams were not heard

You never saw my pain
Though I tried to show you
Were you all so damn blind
acting like you never knew

Dear sweety, my only love
I am so sorry to say goodbye
Don't you cry a tear for me
I don't want to see you cry

You have been there for me
You helped me through it all
But I am depressed again
You can't catch my final fall

I love you so so much
You'll stay in my heart
Don't forget this my love
I was yours from the start

Dear Ana, dear Mia
You both drove me to this
I hate you both so much
For you I will slit my wrists

I know no matter what
That in the end I will die
I can starve myself to death
Until you say my last goodbye

I just can't take it anymore
The pain and this depression
No more binge and purging
No more starving for perfection

Dearest Father, dear God
Won't you take me home
Free me from myself today
I don't want to be alone

I take these pills for you
As I lay me down on my bed
I just have to pray now
That by tomorrow I'll be dead

Copyright 2006 - Sabrina Stelmach