Feeling controlled
from your self-centered mind
i cannot control these feelings
why is it now that nothing goes my way
this isn't what was supposed to happen
one thousand tears have fallen today
just speak your mind
crumble my security even more
refuse to talk to me
crumple up my feelings
you better love me
scarring though the past
it controls my anger
it freezes my tears
take away what i have left
and throw me to the ground
i cant control you now
worst feeling in the world
i cant control you now
throwing my anger and hurting
the only hope i have left
i shouldn't still believe
yet i still do
i still am scared to fall
i am scared to get hurt again
