And Who Am I?

Ive lost who I was,
And who I used to be,
I Stare into the glass,
But the reflection is not me.

Ive lost who I thought I was,
She was buried long ago,
Beaneath the lies they fed her,
That built up all her hope.

Lost inside insanity,
Lost inside my mind,
Trapped inside forever
I live here all the time.

Feeling pain as if a bullet wound,
Running through my soul,
Heart inside me leaking,
I ooze out through the hole.

I feel as if im dying,
Yet the pain it never ends,
Sometimes thinking im better,
And fooling my mind into pretend.

Staring through the window,
Seeing who I am,
My reflection, she is not me,
I do not understand!

I cannot take this much longer,
No longer can I pretend,
Goodbye to pain and cloudy days,
Its my life I choose to end.