Choked me

I felt your grasp around my throat,
Silently whilst I slept,
Felt my air pushed out of me,
My eyes sprung open and wept.

Oh no here comes the fear again,
Yet another bruise to bear,
The things i do for you,
I put up with it because I care.

I tried to scream but i had no voice,
Your fingers crush me still,
Held me down you crushed the air,
Gripped me against my will.

Let go silently,
And kissed me on the cheek,
Lay back down beside me,
My body feeling week.

Choking on blood for hours,
Washing off your dirty marks,
Crying you a river,
Being slowly torn apart.

Scar over scar and bruise upon bruise,
My grip on life i slowly loose.
Lost emotions, down the drain,
My life will neer be the same.