Don't fukin do this...
i cant handle it..
if u think im really pissed..
or dont think i can stand it...
look deep inside urself...
and ill b open handed..
everything i hold inside..
i hold it all 4 u...
all these thoughts that no one knows i have...
keep me from feelin blue..
i think ur parents have something up their ass...
i wish it was my shoe..
all i can do is w8 4 it 2 pass..
and above it all..i'll w8 4 u..
u think i wont w8...
but lets get this str8...
if u feel like u need 2 d8..
other guys cannot w8..
cuz all they c ..
is ur body and not ur h8..
i love u so dearly..
but i dont think u kno..
that all these thoughts no one sees clearly...
everyone of them is about u..
im not so good at writing poems..
but i might as well try...
cuz this is only one thing that i will do...
when i think ur gonna die...
if u dont have me..
then wut else now...
i hope u can see..
ill do ne thing but someone could tell me how...
this is all i can say..
but i wont stop tlkin...
at the end of the day..
i want u to still b walkin...
~ my ex boyfriend wrote this when i was about 15 minutes away from committing suicide. he luvs me so much..and cuz of him..i'm alive 2day.~
