Trying My Best

by Anna   Apr 30, 2006


"Why don't you go crawl in a corner and die?"
Thats what I hear every week
And yet I still try and try
But it's not enough

I try to get through each day
And I try to be strong
But its hard when no one will stay
And tell me everything's ok

I say to myself "They won't bring me down."
But just the yelling
And the sound
Are sometimes too much to handle

If I make one mistake
You point it out and make it a big deal
All the love turns to hate
For about a day

Can't you see I'm slowly fading away?
Can't you see I need someone with me?
Can't you see I just want one person to stay?
Can't you see I cannot deal with this on my own?

The only person that actually says they love me
Is over 1700 miles away
I can't wait until I see her
When she can rescue me from this

I guess for now I'll go one living this messed up life
Going on with all this crap
With all the strife
But one day I WILL be happy

* Another poem I wrote when I was REALLY down*

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  • 18 years ago

    by sad-taurus

    Awwww!!! Anna! You're makin me cry here! There's are great poems. A lot of emotion behind them I love you hun

    Jenn

  • 18 years ago

    by Sarah Mirabile

    Anna, I love you like a sister so don't feel down anymore because I'm ready to listen to what you have say. Believe me when I say that I'm here for you. No matter what it takes I WIll try to make you happy.

  • 18 years ago

    by sad-taurus

    I like this poem anna. I'm glad to see you're thinking about the day i'll rescue you. Cause one day I WILL. I love ya babe. Keep on pulling through.

    Jenn

  • 18 years ago

    by dayana

    Hey wow me and you have lots in common i be feeling the same way and i know how you feel i go through it too, by the way i like your poem its deep. good work',)

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