Restrained

Unhappy, I'm so sick
I've fallen for your trick
Time went by all too quick
Now your voice makes me sick

I tried to ignore pain
Couldn't stop crying, to explain
My thoughts, so I'd refrain
Feelings still, kept restrained

I spit out destruction
Rage mixed, seduction
Tore down all construction
Watched my burned out reduction

Tempted my mind
Inside so I'll find
These thoughts so unkind
My heart won't be blind

This time..so follow her

It doesn't change although I've come to find
Time doesn't heal what you hold inside
It won't drain the pain from inside your mind
But It'll leave you without a safe place to hide