I wonder why?

You just trying to BEAT ME... those were the last words i heard.
how can i pretend to beat you if you are the only one i ever really love.
that might be the answer cuz i gave you all that i have, i have gave you the best of my weakness heart.
now here lonely and alone full of pain eatin my inside i stand right in front of you and try to tell you why you think that if we almost got a great lifetime.
well i hope you get notice of what´s happening now in my mind because i dont wanna see us falling apart