Crying Is My Drug..and I'm Addicted

by Raychel   May 1, 2006


Crying this hard is almost feeling like its a drug,
the worst kind to be addicted to,
they say that Mary Jane and Crank are bad,
but im addicted to crying over the loss of you.

i keep my addiction a secret,
because id be sent to a rehab.
a rehab of emotional "breakthroughs" with psychitrists.
and all i am is just sad.

im grieving and taking my drug,
using tissue after tissue,
and all that everyone else thinks
is that i just have an issue.

*as i write this im sobbing over my dad. my stepdad said something that
my dad used to...if u know me in person u\'d know what it is. im listening to
one of the main songs that was played at my dad\'s funeral on repeat (Five For Fighting\'s
\"100 Years\". everytime it starts over i get a new batch of tears. i just needed to write.*

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  • 18 years ago

    by sarah

    Im soo sorry for your loss, I know how it feels to lose ppl you love, esp a parent,Great poem, def got my 5 vote, keep your chin up, keep writing and take care hun Sarah x

  • 18 years ago

    by bleed4eternity

    Huggggggggggggggg!

    i hope you feel better
    but i also want to let you know that it is ok to cry and greive, let it all out, it will help you to move on

  • 18 years ago

    by Sorefromreality

    Koolness and i do kno u in person do yah i kno wut...ur sitting right next to me but thats ok...nice poem...i liked the whole concept of it too..grrt work,
    love ya lots,
    sore

  • 18 years ago

    by m i s s k a t e l y n

    Yea I know what you mean when I write it's because I am releasing my pain or thoughts Keep it up I Love your writing it's so real! If you need someone to talk to im here:)

    ~Katie

  • 18 years ago

    by Tripp

    I'm so sorry...just please, try to feel better. if there was some way to help, i could.

    i think that poems written from the heart always come out really well, and this one did...keep it up

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