A childhood cursed
chambers revolving leaving
my life in a herse
rest in peace
mom left and never the less
would i end up in the arms of 2 thought to be the best
true story
a life i took for granted
only a soul in the world i desire on this planet
left me instituionalized now look where i landed
wishing to rewind the time but what she did i understand it
never seemed to shed a tear
my pride wouldnt stand it
and instead of moving on i held on you feel my pain
looking to the skys wonder why im feeling the same
and shame unable to maintain
running tryin to dodge the rain
and her word hit me like bullets to the brain
god heal these broken wings help
me rise to the top
things ive done wrong where you was to tell me to stop
but love life what momma told me
how do i show love to some thing aint show love to a homie
momma crying red eyes cause inside she know her love dying
so lord help it real cause ya know she tryin
but all that was expected was the misory and poverty
looking like she her worst enemy
no hope to keep
devil laughing in my face cause the ironys a beast....
