Just One Wish

I just wanna be a family
a family thats happy.
But the more I try
the more I cry
As I lay in bed at night
I hear the voices as they fight
I try to drown them out,
but the more I do
the more I pout.
The lies,
the cuts,
even all the little ruts.
They all tell me the story.
The story as I die.