I've been battered and bruised by your harsh words
Now I find myself disbelieving that you want to be friends
How can I trust you when you threw it all back at me before?
I just wanted to love you but you lashed out at my devotion.
Despite that I continue to forgive you
But I need you to prove to me your heart is true
If you want me to let you into my heart again.
Someday I'll be alright, I won't lay alone at night.
Someone will take me in their arms and never let me go.
You did it before, you could do it again,
But if you won't then let me know now-
Don't prolong my pain.
I know you wounded by your past and present
I know you're confused and feel like you'll never be happy
But does it really help to isolate yourself?
We all need love so don't push us all away.
I'm in turmoil and I'm all alone
I've stuck by you even though I've been told to forget you
To forget that for so long I was your world, your prioity, your princess
To forget that I could tell you things from the depths of my torn soul
Brian, you were the best friend I've ever had.
Was it all a lie?
Did I sacrifice my heart for nothing?
My heart is broken and the pieces are scattered,
Will you help me find them or just leave me to die?
You took all my trust and walked all over it-
How can I ever trust anyone again?
I'm so angry yet I still long to be beside you.
I don't want you to be my obsession
I want to love you but still let you fly free
I need you to know how much pain you've caused me
I need you to show me you're sorry
And if you do...
We'll just see where the road leads us.
