I got nothing

I feel weak and unstable,
lifeless without any reason to live.
I feel as though I got nothing,
I know not what lies ahead,
honestlty, I don't want to know.
I feel everyone drifting away,
leaving me behind and not realizing it.
I got nothing,
everyone else had something.
Everything I do seems right in my eyes,
but its wrong, completly wrong.
I try to achieve but sadly I fail.
I got nothing,
I feel like I don't belong here.
I lost what I thought I had a grip on,
what I thought was min and mine alone.
I lost everything,
I couldn't grasp onto my reality,
I couln't see or feel it,
because my reality is gone and I got nothing