Controlling:Fear

As each new day comes the same question enters my thoughts
What controls my life?

It seems much easier to give the privilege away.
To let my life be measured all at one time,
By the fear knowing what each of my choices would bring.
And let it go on like clockwork or a rhyme.

I would be the puppet of a dream come true,
Living each day perfectly, making no mistakes,
For fear would give me all the answers,
Each time a new question would awake.

Why I wonder, is this fear so strong?
That it could drive my life into a ditch,
Though I would be more cautious and live so safe,
I would lose the meaning of what makes life so rich.

Only I can overcome this fear, that tries so hard, controlling me,
To let go of this emotion so unwilling to leave,
How unpredictable each day would become,
If I was able to steer my own life and achieve.

So I close my eyes, and breathe in deep,
My determination overcomes the uncertainties within.
And as the fears slowly leave my mind
A new thought begins.

I\'m ready for what tomorrow holds,
And with each new day, I\'ll watch my dreams unfold.