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In my life, I must admit
I have said some mean things
To friends, enemies, sibling, parents,
They deserve to be treated like human beings.

But noone hurt my feelings more
than a so called friend
She was my best companion, forever,
then she blew away in the wind.

I had an idea, a dream a career,
and the day I explained it out loud,
she scoffed at me, laughed in my face,
And left without any more sound.

That was the day I lost my life,
To the grinning face of suicide
And when my family found me,
I'm not even sure they cried.

So on a lonely Saturday,
the rain coming down so thin,
I killed myself, hung myself,
Never to be heard from again.

Nobody loved me in your world,
So I gave myself sweet pain.
And now, I'll always feel the hurt
When kids kill themselves in the rain.