Teddy Bear

She fell asleep with her teddy bear.
Holding on to him forever.
Wishing on the stars in her dreams,
That you and her would be together.

She closed her eyes,
Breathing in deep sighs,
Her head against the pillow,
Wishing you heard her cries.

She hold the teddy bear,
Wishing it was you,
All she wanted was,
For you to say you loved her too.

She stayed up late last night.
Fighting back the tears.
But she's just so scared,
Rejection fears.

Everything she ever had,
Just runs away.
She has no hope left.
Because nothing will ever stay.

Her heart has been shattered,
Broken and torn.
Her soul has been burdened,
It's so tired and worn.

When ever she seeks comfort,
All she needs is his smile,
Even if it isn't meant for her eyes,
She just wishes he'd come and stay for awhile.

All she wants is a minute.
A second.
A moment.
Anything.

Just to hold you.
To feel you.
To be near you.
Oh how she wishes you knew.

So she holds her teddy bear.
Holds him until,
Until they day she gets to hold you.
Oh, and she knows she will.

No matter how many people say,
That you are out of her league,
She loved you and thats all.
But still, she suffered from heart fatigue.

Hang on.
Hang on she says.
She says to herself.
Her heart is only his.
His from now until forever,
From now till long after they are together.
She can wait.
It's OK.
She'll make it through another day.

She walks down her hallway.
Looks herself in the mirror.
Puts on the face that will make her.
The face that will take her.
The face that he'll look at each day,
And never have a word or reason to say.