I know that you already feel bad
I know that you didnt mean to make me so sad
But right now I cant think of what else to do
So Im going to write this to you:
I never could trust anyone always being afraid
Of how many deep scars they had made.
I thought you werent the same, and made me believe
That you were different and wouldnt deceive...
But I knew this feeling couldnt be right,
Because it never came this good and always ended in a fight...
Still I didnt want to believe that you would do the same
So I let you in and then my fears came...
..Deceiving me...
Wishing that you wouldnt be leaving me out on my own...
Because I put all of it in to believing you...
That this could absolutely be true... I had found someone who liked me for who I was...
And was always going to be there for me...
Thats really what I did think...
But now I feel like you've washed me down the sink...
I know... "Just another love poem"
But its not...
Im writing from my heart...
From the pieces that havent been torn apart...
