That is a lot of control you are letting Lee have over your life, to the extent that you will give up everything because you have lost lee's love. I am not saying it won't hurt because I am sure it kills like hell, but I also know you can pull through this because life is worth living and once it's gone you can NEVER GET IT BACK! Pain is great, but no temporal pain is worth your life. Stay close to those who care about you, tell them your struggles, and continue to vent through poetry. You can make it through, just give yourself the chance to.

-Tainted