(12) Fake, depressed,, and used

Iv havn\'t been happy
for a long time at all
i cant remember the last time
i laughed so hard and i\'d fall

i never used to cut
cause i never had bad thoughts
no one would ever judge me
it wouldnt matter if we fought

i feel all alone
and dont know what to do
i want my old life back
cause all i want is you

i loved my old life
i never felt out of place
i always felt at home
now i hate what i face

you dont know who i am
cause my lifes a lie
only they know the true me
when i sit with them and cry

they know not to ask
why my tears would fall
they know just to comfort me
hugs and kisses thats all

but my \" new friends\"are fake
they dont feel me buised
i dont like what iv become
fake,depressed,, and used