I loved this poem.. i hope things get better for you if this really is happening.. I hate when ppl talk crap bout ppl behind their backs... I hated school... great write tho.. I absolutely loved this part..

I live in silent screams
That tear at my heart
I wish i could fast forward
Through all the painful parts

great write 5/5

Great poem, albeit slightly morbid, but I love your adjectives.
Ash