This Isn't Even Close To My Suicide Note

This Isn't Even Close To My Suicide Note

I've given up on life and love and all I held dear
I've been holding hands with despair and fear
I see my reflection and it's of all I detest and despise
I am becoming everything I hate before my very eyes

You always told me I would look better dead
And now I believe it as I lay here on my death bed

Remember the last thing you said to me
Here is your chance to choke upon your apathy
Watch me bleed from the corners of my heart
With your eyes waiting for me to depart.