Lost once more

As I look into your eyes,
I see things I despise.
I see the hate you give to me,
And the anger you do not see.

The hatred mixed with love,
When the rain falls on you from above.
You look at me and all you see, is a poor boy.
A poor boy who's lost his heart.. like a broken toy.

The boy, just a teenager through your eyes.. like every other guy.
But you left me in the cold, with out even saying goodbye.
The mist, the fog, covering my sight to where you walk,

The last words I hear, are only a few whispers while you talk.
As you leave my sight, I'm taken away,
By a strange man, I question myself.. am I going to die today?

I'm scared, and forgotten, a no one in this world,
My heart is broken, and can not be fixed by a weld.
The broken pieces of my heart shattered..
While I hear you talk.. you just seem flattered.

I despise the way I hear your voice,
Like nothing went wrong it was your choice.
You talk to the man, while I'm left alone,
No one to talk to, and no way to get a phone.

I sit here in the cold, all alone and by myself,
Like that little toy of the clown, that sits on the shelf.
All alone, no one to care or love for it,
But that's what life is.. just needing to be loved.. just that tiny bit.

Once again, all alone, no one to love me,
I guess it's what my life is meant to be.
Loveless, careless and dreadful with out life,
But at least one good thing is.. I'll never need another knife.