Hear Me

Why do I feel this way?
so much hurt and so much pain,
I want to throw my hands
in the air and say
I give up,
I can't give up,
I'm a fighter not a quitter,
My music is loud,
my rooms a mess,
My friend tries to cheer me,
tells me of stories
of what happens in school,
I'm bored sitting here alone,
I don't want the tutors anymore,
I want to see the real world,
I worked hard to get my grades up
can you not see,
I crave fresh air?
can you not see
I want the sun upon my face?
I don't care if my face
is a disgrace,
I don't care if my looks
have offended you,
I just want to feel human again,
Can you hear me Daddy?
I wanna go back to school,
I miss my friends,
I did my best and trying really hard
please daddy just talk to me
and tell me why your afraid
I promise I'll come home,
I promise I'll obey the rules
I just want to see my friends,
Please just give me that!