Sometimes I wish I could feel
Anything else than what's real;
Tired of struggling so much
Unwilling to disconnect, to stay out of touch,
Rotting away - my feelings regressed,
An empty heart - my soul is suppressed;
Trying to get out of here
Even if I have to somehow disappear...
Drowning in this river of sour tears
Lonesome and content with fears,
Only one way to get out -
Nothing else than scream and shout...
Eventually I'm gonna break,
Love is all that I can right now take.
Inner peace I hope for it to settle in
Not wanting to fall again and sin,
Emptiness... I wish for it to fill,
Slowly but steady, until
Sorrow shall have no more place in that once empty space...
