Anymore

Someone tell me what to do
Because i don't know how to pull through

If I'm not doing it, I'm thinking about it
No matter where I'm at or who I'm with

The only thing i can control in life
Is pain with one single knife

I don't want to hurt anymore
I don't understand what i did this for

Because now I'm addicted
And now it's predicted

That I'm not going to live long
Please someone tell me where i belong...

This addiction lead to another
Which closed with fighting with a lover

All the damage that I've done to my heart
Has built since the very start

And now I'm starting to pay the price
And now I'm wishing to be alright

I don't want to hurt anymore
Why can't i go back to where i was before?

To where pain wasn't a word in my mind
And to where there was no past to leave behind

I don't want to bleed anymore
But i can't get out of this locked door

I don't want to cry anymore
But i can't seem to get up off of the floor!

I don't want to scream anymore
But i can't seem to win this war

I don't want to be here anymore
I don't know what I'm doing anymore...