Through the dark

I never thought I'd leave right now
But its time for me to figure out how

I can't seem to do things right
Not if i cry every single night

Things can be so god damn great
But I'll still be in a depressing state

If i can't get up now, when will i?
I did everything i can, i don't want to try...

It's time to go, and I'll say good-bye
Please forgive me if i start to cry

My friends were the best thing i ever had
It isn't your fault that things got so bad

In between the laughter and the crying
Is where i thought about dying

It's my own decision, MY OWN CALL
It's my turn now to watch ME fall

When the sun goes down at night
Just remember: i AM alright

When the radio plays my favorite song
Think of me when all goes wrong

Every night, if you decide to pray
I'll promise I'll hear everything you'll say

When you grow old, and have kids of your own
Still remember that you are not alone

I'll be with you and everything you are
No matter where I'm at, I'm never far

Please don't judge me for what i do
It's just my idea in what i think is true

My blown kiss fades into the wind
As i realize how i have sinned

A moment of silence hits its mark
As one last shot echoes through the dark