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by Netta May 3, 2006 category : Love, romance / lost love
I had this biggest crush on this boy I knew We had alot in common and his favorite color was blue. Every time I heard his voice I would smile He made me laugh and he made me cry. He was my best friend I thought he was my guy Everything was cool no broken hearts just fantasies We told on the phone every day when we got time. We talked about every thing that was on our minds Every thing was going good until one day he found out alot of lies and didn't want to talk to me I felt that I had lost my eye sight and I couldn't see. My heart was gone and all I could do was cry I mean I loved this boy and I wanted to be with him. I couldn't get any sleep and it was hard for me to eat This boy that I loved changed my life. He inspired me he was a good person and I made him mad Even though he hurt my feelings and made me sad! I still thought of all the fun that we had. I gave him my all and my heart and he stomped on it with a shoe I was down and out what was I suppose to do. I had no more things to say, I tried to apologize every day but he wouldn't listen and hear me out. How could I be so blind and not see? What I had was special and he was right in front of me I knew I was wrong and did deserve the hangin' up and cold feelings But I want to apologize would you listen if your willing? I'm sorry and that is coming from my heart.