I\'ve made a mistake

I am awake
I\'ve made a mistake
I feel so fake
this is wut i have 2 take

feels like my heart just froze
then it got stabbed
no one kno\'z
the pain i have

never want u mad
I\'ve made a mistake
makes me feel sad
It\'s the risk i have 2 take

I love you a lot
never will do it again
this is all i got

thinking the thoughts
makes me want to cut for the pain
thinking of those faughts
the temptation has gain

u said i do one
u\'ll do five for each cut i do
so i did none
hearing that is something i never knew

telling things
after we trusted
yelling is wut brings
u feeling so untrusted

I felt so numb
u goin\' wordless on the phone
I feel so dumb
I was tearin\' in a room alone

Shaking with wordless thoughts in my head
let me here tearin\' alone instead
thinking u wanted to leave
while whipping my tears with my sleeve

feeling better when you called back
telling me u wouldn\'t leave
I didn\'t feel so lack
wonderin\' 2 believe

till I heard i love you
then i said i love you 2