Last Night

I fall asleep at night hoping it's my last. Because all I'm doing is living in the past. I go through my day as if nothings wrong. I take this bong, get so high, that all I see is the sky. I think I'm gone. Because all this is wrong. I need some time to get you off my mind. You seemed so kind, but I must of been blind. Blind to see that you didn't care and that you didn't love me. I just want to die, because now all I do is cry. Tonight's my last night, because I can't go on living like this. This is what you did to me. You got your wish, I'm out of your life. Now come claim your prize. You can take the blame for my death. I hope I've caused you pain, because tonight I'll be the rain, crying all my tears. I'll see all your fears, and you'll cry all these pathetic tears. You'll look at yourself in the mirror and you'll see me. I'll be your biggest mistake, but your best kept secret.